Your Goodbye Hug!

...But when you leave
A chunk of my soul breaks...
Loneliness my hand shakes...
Ears begin to burn,
I wait for you to turn,
My stomach reaches my throat,
Oh god! I might choke.
Whats happening!!!!
I do not understand ....
I like being alone..
But this void I cannot stand.
There is water in my eyes,
I try to cover it by many lies,
This bye I cannot seem to say,
I want to hold you guys and make you stay.
It was never this hard...
Being alone was my guard.
But now I act like a hopeless romantic...
Cry like a crazy lunatic.
The clouds say what I never said,
Its raining the tears I couldn't shed.
Keep coming once in a while
Its now the sole reason I smile.